Friday, August 13, 2010

it is really today

well, here we are. the day that i've been waiting for. i cannot believe it is here already! what a mix of emotions.. i am not even sure what to feel anymore. i think it was Eleanor Roosevelt who said "do one thing every day that scares you." i think this scares me, its a nervous scared, but an excited scared too. i really don't know what tomorrow brings, but i'm trusting in God and i know he's got it all under control.
my wonderful boss and friend, Buell, read me this prayer-My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I can not know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road, though I may know nothing about it. Therefore I will trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone.

That almost perfectly describes where i am at this point..
So, at 10:52 here i come Peru! :)

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